navi ┊ 21 ┊ she/her
私はヤンデレで、狂っていて、鬱で自閉症です。♡gothic loli ┊ denpa ┊ fujoshi♡yume/oshis:
♡ ame ┊ raihan ┊ kainé ┊ brother nier ┊ asuka ┊ ciel ♡

[a]bout me:♡artist and collector ! im a big fan of nier. and im very enthusiastic about my hobbies ^__ im very nice so feel free to msg, but i am a very anxious person so may take awhile to respond, i generally dont look at social media alot and i also keep my notifications muted !
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please keep in mind i am autistic and very socially anxious.[m]ain interests:
drakenier series ┊ final fantasy (ffvii) ┊ kuroshitsuji ┊ persona ┊ pokémon ┊ rozen maiden♡ ext ♡ byf

moe points:
gothic lolita & ouji fashion, jirai, boylove, lolisho, witches, dark fantasy, ojousama, himedere, death, glasses, gore/selfharm, pale characters, morally questionable charas♡

navi俺は死んだ、俺の目を見ろ....見えないの か?
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(please note: i kin based on emotional attachment and comfort.)[m]ain kins:
futaba sakura ┊ victorique de bois ┊chidori yoshino ┊ c.c. ┊ ririchiyo shirakin ┊kainé ┊ rin tohsaka ┊ ruri gokou ┊ nanachi ┊akane shinjo ┊ chiaki nanami ┊marnie (pokemon) ┊zakuro takashima ┊ midna ┊aiko tanakaother kins:
stocking anarchy ┊ 2b ┊ homura akemi ┊plain doll ┊ ranni the witch ┊tifa lockhart ┊ kimika tachibana ┊ suigintou ┊ shinku ┊ ame-chan ┊arima kana ┊ princess zelda ┊ langley ┊ ciel phantomhive (crossdressing) ┊ megumin
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꒰ love ame-chan since 2022꒱

more interests: drakengard, final fantasy, blue archive, nieR, zelda, persona, nso, osu, dungeon meshi, fate/sn, dangan ronpa, pokemon, blue reflection, twilight princess. elden ring + more

hello im navi, im a insecure girl. im not very good at describing myself but i have a love and passion for video games and my favourite characters. i like depressing media, games, books, anime. i have so many characters i love. i'm very enthusiastic about figure collecting! and have been doing it for a couple of years now. i have a collection of over 160+ figures. i love talking about figures and discussing new ones coming out. im also very nice :Di love being alone most of the time, dark fantasy, tech nerd, gothic girl. i play a lot of games, and watch a lot of anime so my interests likes to change overtime the more media i consume, but i enjoy everything ive played and watched and always will.i am gatekeepy of some of my interests because these things are my comforts and i feel uncomfortable sharing them with others in fear of them liking it for distasteful reasons. my kins are especially very important to me, on a deep, philosophical and personal level. i only am okay with others relating to them if were very close friends or someone i trust, or want to be closer with. i have trouble trusting others due to my past experiences with people losing my trust. if you do interact please be wary im very timid, but i am kind. i will probably have trouble trying to communicate at all.i dislike sexual jokes that involve me. and insensitive humor.
i post gore, self harm, and i talk about very mature topics.
im diagnosed with bpd, bipolar and asd.♡ byf ♡ home

twenty one | intp | melancholic-choleric
韓国人と日本人 | cosplayer
♡ ame yumejoshi | gothic lolita

favourite characters:
9S | 2B | A2 | brother nier | emil | kainé | zero | raihan | suigintou | shinku | suiseiseki | kurumi tokisaki | celestia ludenburg | chariot | kyoko kirgiri | junko enoshima | shinobu oshino | ciel phantomhive | akira kurusu | goro akechi | saya | hanekawa tsubasa | ranni the witch | malenia | flandre scarlet | remilia scarlet | nia | pyra | chise hatori | diana cavendish | miyuki sone | chidori yoshino | shimoe koharu | tifa lockhart | cloud strife + including my kins.favourite games:
persona 3, 4, 5 (reload & portable) | nieR automata & replicant | FFVII remake
Xenoblade chronicles 2 | twilight princess | saya no Uta | elden ring |
needy girl overdose | dangan ronpa | totono | prsk | subarashiki hibi | omori | pokemon | Zelda series | Drakengard series
+ moreplanning to play:
kingdom hearts | drakengard 1-2 | ffxiii | more pokemon games lol

favourites list
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꒰ 9S my beloved꒱

q&a
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q: what is a synpath?a: characters i heavily relate to, but I dont see them as myself, or only a few aspects.
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q: what is lowkin?a: characters that i relate to, and think of as myself but they are not as high as my identities.
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q: what is kinninga: relating to, or being the character physcially, mentally or emotionally. my identities are just characters that are exactly like me. so its a ficitional character that reminds you of yourself, or IS yourself.
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q: what is an yumejoshia: (夢女子 . dreaming girls) in japanese. means girls who ship themselves with their favourite fictional character, and to believe they are in a relationship with them. Just like for me i ship myself with ame and have been with her since 2022. self shipping.
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q: why do you kin?a: to identify and relate with something. due to trauma, ptsd or past experience. to relate to something fictionally, if you cannot relate to a real person, or have trouble relating to others.

[Q]uestionable actions
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byf♡

♡ if youre a minor dont interact.
♡ i am a pro shipper.
( i believe in the, its fictional so its not real. and does not determine my real world values. )
♡ im picky with the people i interact with.
♡ i am a fujoshi and a himejoshi.
♡ i ship sebaciel, zelink, shutaba, shuake, aerti and some controversial ships.
♡ i dont like the sexualization of kins or favourites.
♡ i like controversial anime. and i also collect figures and merch from controversial media.
♡ if we have the same kins i might not interact. dependent on person.♡ dni if basic criteria, or against my hobbies/ships♡ home